Seek and You will Find

pain is all i feel

why?

because my heart has been stolen...

stolen from You.

I sought another

and was left searching.......

 

We can seek all things.
But we can only be guaranteed to find one thing.

There is only one door that will always be opened.

Only One we can cry out to and always be answered.

 

In the dark, in the light, in the good, in the bad,

When will you let me fall?

When will you let me go?

When will you despise me?

 

.. Alone im Standing on a whisp.

Only you can make soar on wings like eagles..

 

 

 

Give me a reason to stop praising my God.....

Please give me a reason.

It has taken me whole...
I can do nothing else but praise Him in His glory....

GIVE ME A REASON!!
Any reason?

Just one.....

I have searched high and far..

but there is none..

There is no reason why I should not give my ALL to Him...

There is nothing else...
My life must be spent on Him...

In that there is truth....

Praise His name!!!! FOR THERE IS NOTHING ELSE WORTHY OF PRAISE!!!!

you said i was chosen

you said i had my place

 

follow me is your call

but everytime all i do is fall

so undeserving, i shelter my eyes

for what is above is the perfector of lives

 

the heart is willing but the mind is weak

i cry out in pain "it is you i seek!"

i wait for your answer, oh when will i see

just what it is that you have planned for me...

 

The path is narrow but the end is sweet

once i reach its end the Creator ill meet

What will he say

Am i worthy of praise?

 

Helpless lamb, selfless child

you seek me but you live a life defiled!

Turn your face!! Turn and see!

My glory, in your life may it be!

 

Might Father, Prince of Peace

my greatest offer is the least

i know not to doubt you,

i know that ill see

but Father guide me,

Please make me more like Thee

 

Your last blog!!!!! im so sad... so i guess this is the part where i look back over the past year and a half in which ive appreciated your writings sooo much... Do you remember when we wrote this togehter??

 

I crawl beneath a moonless sky.

Trying to connect the hurt with, why?

 

And the tears dont cease to come
So I give it one more shot, I cast my final lot.

God, maybe You can understand

What I'm going through.

 

Have you ever hurt so bad

You could not feel the floor beneath your feet?

And have you ever cried so long

The tide swept you away like a song that was bittersweet?

And have you felt such pain,

That you know, no mere man could save you?

Do you understand God?

Do you think you can relate?

Maybe this reminds you of another time or place

Perhaps, Gethsemane

 

Lord,

I am blinded by myself.

I did not see,

What you went through, Just to get to me.

My pain does not compare

To what you must have felt that day

When on the cross your son was taken away!

 

Why did You do it?

Why did He die?

Do I deserve it?

No Lord not I.

 

 JESUS REPLY

Do you think that I’d forget

The kiss of death that was left on my face?

Do you think that I did not hear the people mock

The soldiers sneer on that day?

Do you think that I don’t cry

When the very world for which I died,

Tries to wipe My name from history?

Child, it reminds me of Gethsemane

 

 

Maybe you knew that this day would come,

when all I feel is pain,

and You would say:

 

 

 

Come my child, Come

I know what you feel

I know why you cry

I have felt loss, when my only son died.

I offer you love, I offer you comfort

Come and abide, I'll stay by your side.

 because, you see your not the only one

Who understands where your coming from

I’ve been there all along.

 

haha.. that was actually a really good poem we had going.. i cant believe we never published it.. Well Rayne I wish you all the best! I will definately miss talking to you and having such a great friend who i always know i can depend on when things are getting rough! Your an awesome girl and I love you to bits! May God bless you and keep you always! I wish you and Nathan all the best with your lives! I count each time we talk as a blessing.. So thankyou so much for all youve done for me! God really used you as a blessing in my life! Your awesome!! Never change!!!!!

a passing shadow

a failing dream

when the light shines through

what will it see?

 

A fearful heart?

Or the lies within me?

Can it see past the mask?

The 'strength' and The 'peace'?

 

Who am I?

What do I seek?

Is it a saviour?

Or is it make believe?

 

The promise of a life from,

A Messiah, Prince of Peace,

Who would lay down his life? 

The perfect one? It could not be!

 

Yet it was...

This one who gave us hope and destiny!

The Son of God, a servant man,

Such love...

No one could ever understand..

 

 

 

 

 

 

My hands were made to lift in praise of you

My knees were made to bow in reverance before you

My eyes were opened to seek your glory

My mouth leased to sing only of your holiness

 

For all else is worthless if YOU are not of it

Every breath a waste of life if it is not drawn from You

Every step a journey without destiny unless You are at its end

You are all I want, You are all I need!

 

To revolutionize this world we live

To stand against the endless

To see the light when the darkness is so great

The impossible was our plight

Through Him now made possible, its time.. time to end our fight!

 

 

Im not right with God

I am out of place

I sing Him praise

Yet my heart is a darkened waste

 

Once so strong

now so weak

Is this your plan

or have i stopped seeking your glorious face?

 

Preventing the truth

the darkness falls...

show me the light!!

I want to walk in your sight!!

 

Why did i break your hold on me?

Why did i push you away?

Seeking fulfillment in anything but you..

In your presence i cannot stay!

 

In you there is strength

In you there is relief

In you i find a saviour

In you i find my peace

 

But to run back to you is to sacrafice my place!

My pride! My rights?

You set out this race!

You gave your only son!! You ended my fight..

 

But still to return...

The thought makes me want turn and take flight

So unworthy... In weakness your power is shown!

Yaweh, my King,  your unrivaled grace covers my sin!!!

  My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
       When can I go and meet with God?